Im back

It's been a while. I have been away for so long. I miss being able to have a life outside of work. I sometimes feel as if im a slave to the system. Every day I try and convince myself that I am against the system I am not one with it. I can be myself and no one can change me. I look at what im doing and I realise that I'm doing notihing more than building corprate america.. well I am building the very thing I despise the thing I blame for the decline of society as we know it. Boeing International Headquarters... whoo whopedy do. As far as life beyond work. I in some form really want to meet more people and find more friends again because lack their of. I have my friends I hold near and dear to me but somedays it just seems as though no one is around. I know that not everyone can make time nor can most everyone live the way my schedule does. I accept that I just would like to have someone to be around every now and again. My best friend is in st louis all the time he comes up here maybe once a year or a few times just for a weekend at a time or so the other friends I have are mostly from racing or cars. I know that its good to have the ones I do but I wish I had more that I could share more a common intrest in. I guess what Im saying Is I need someone I can go hang out with again every now and again. I dont know neccisarily if its a girlfriend or just another guy to hang out with maybe even a girl just to hang out with keeping the sex or anything to that effect totally out of the picture. Im not sure I just know that I am gonna stick my head out there and see what happens. I have found someone I like to talk to online she's very sweet shes from the north side of chicago and there are alot of things I like about her I wont say too much as not to jinx things before they get started. Oh well back to productiveness